The last few weeks have been ok. I've had my up days and I've had my down days. Its all been very phyiscal though as my body has been preparing for labour. Now it seems its forgotton about the whole labour shabang and is just driving me mental.
I've tried to be as honest as possible. But I just wanted to say on here (mostly for the people who call me a hundred times a day and ask if I'm having signs) that is does get me down hearing people constantly asking. I know you care, but yesterday I had 14 calls asking the same question between 5am and 2pm. As I know people are genuinely looking forward to little one finally arriving, it does make me feel as if I have failed because I am overdue. It's not a nice feeling, I can't do anything other than try to coax him out but he just seems pretty comfortable. I'm not moaning about people asking, just the amount of times. I will definately tell everyone and I will post on here when I am in labour, if anything for something to do! I guess I'm having a down day as it's almost the 6th August and he's not showing many signs of wanting to come out. Thank you all for your support, it means so much knowing everyone cares.
Ok, thats my mini-moan over. Hopefully, you wont all think I'm being the bitch from hell and can understand. (I am sure any woman who has gone overdue will tell you the same)
In other news: Bought a bottle of wine! Rose infact! mmmm... its chilling very nicely in the fridge, very tempted to open it now but it'll be nice to have a celebration drink after he turns up, plus there will be more people drinking with me so theres less chance of me sloshing it all down and getting very tipsy! Which will happen again one day!! lol
Haven't been well today. My midwife prescribed me some crippling iron tablets that feel as if there are millions of rats gnawing at my insides... so I've had a day off from evicting my little squatter. Don't worry though, tommorow I am off down Oxford Street to walk walk walk and shop shop shop! Its a good place to go because I need to get a few things, including foundation and a chocolate flavoured cigar for Jay. (I did buy him one but when it began to melt I realised it was actually chocolate!) So if Oxford street on a hot day doesn't work, nothing will!! WATCH THIS SPACE!
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